Tuesday, October 31, 2006

My Sons , My Family





Our trip to The Mines, see my little Hoson so excited ran to the entrance but we din plan to go in.






My two sweethearts. Little Howie now is six month old and Koko likes his TiTi very much. They play together everyday. Of course they got their
own way to communicate which we dun understand......shouting.... :)





Me and my little Howie.... we look alike?






"Happy Family" aren't we?? My two sons is not looking at the camera coz there were some foreigners stood at the direction they looking at at seems like my sons very much..... haha....

Monday, October 30, 2006

Women = Soft Hearted = Happy Ending ??

Maybe women are soft hearted. But soft hearted brings happy ending.....(hopefully). I dunno whether this is another rite choice - to stay - but at least now we are "happy family"..

But at least there is attitude changed and hopefully this will last. So now i stay back and become "shao nai nai". Continue my comfortable life.....

Happy ending everyone hoping and I did it.... so successful... Anyway, i have to thanks all my dearest fren who support me all way long and i know whatever decision i made also they will stand by me...... :) so i m so "xing fu" as i have you all.....

Thursday, October 26, 2006

MY RITE CHOICE

I felt lucky to have such a choice as i know my Man will never never change his attitude....he only blames me about all....... He dun feel anything not rite and he can shout out that i never do anything sorry behind you........ YES!! but wrong, not never just haven't..... this is what i felt..... and i trust will be one day and till dat time he will say to me, "so now how? what the big deal?its already a fact" if you say something dat doesn't suit his ear then.....he will just turn away and never return....... HAHAHA :( >> He is always rite!

So sad to admit he did but he forgotten... he said the same word after he did something wrong.... cheated me with a lie cover another lie and at last still denied...pls dun call me or say sorry if you dun mean it.... end up the same bullshxx story. Made me feel like stupid!

Why i say its haven't but not never???? Becoz he only concern whether he can re-married or not? he afraid he cannot re-married before me.... so sad to admit this is my HUSBAND... my dearest... use to be... :)

He never understand me...... I don't think i will find a place to re-burried myself and i have 2 sons is more than enough....... i felt so lucky to have them...truly and really........

I am so useless.......

Useless because i hurt everyone who loves me........ especially my parents. I am so thankful they support me wihout saying anything.......thanks Papa, thanks Mama...

I am sorry to Hoson and Howie..... i made up my decision to end my marriage life... and i know once made no return..... and this is my choice, no regret.

This is a big decision which i never expect i got the braveness to go through it. After decision made then i actually feel release. Not as difficult as i thought.... maybe i am so useless and so stupid, i keep on hoping there will be a better tomorrow and things will change but i know never... I try to think of the worst side and stop myself to keep on dreaming.

He wants FREEDOM which i cannot give. Then i want concern and love which he thought i already got enough...... this is what make us make up the deal. Why MAN want to get married and dont wish to give commitment?

I am serious this time.....even informed my dearest family, friends and everyone that care about me to support me.. i dun wan return and go back to the same situation.... He just called me and say sorry.... just a sorry and everything can just forget about it???? So simple then i no need to go...... i am no more a little gal and no more a innocent stupid like past. I won't give the chance for my life become miserable AGAIN .... I believe woman can always live better without man.... especially a sellfish like him........

A SORRY without sincerity...... better dun say and dun waste time .... everyone will ask me how about your kids?? I will try my best to still give them my love and i won't go anywhere... I'll live nearby to see them everyday. I will work harder to earn more $ to take them back with me.. and my dear friends that truly concern about me........ i got my plan and i need your support-mentally of course .. =)

I am so sorry.....dissapointed my family and even made my parents no FACE...olden people will think divorce is very "sia sui"...... SO SORRY .... BUT i want to choose my way.... may god bless me and luck always by my side......

Monday, October 23, 2006

PITY ME ^_^

I use green becoz tomorrow Hari Raya lo.... then i so pity kena work today..... so sien... and nothing much to do and....boss in....

Almost the whole world around me no need to work today but unfortunately i gotto.. :( only 4.30pm when can reach 6.00pm wor... hopefully today i can go back sharp 6 la.. normally boss in i afraid i kena tangkap..... stay and help to finish his things. Anyway, another 2 days holidays ahead.... YEAH!!

Friday, October 20, 2006

GUESS..... WHAT CUP??


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p/s : some of you might seen this before from the email but its really funny made me can't help from steal it to post in my blog..... hihihi


Thursday, October 19, 2006

YOUR CHOICE........nO ReTuRN....

Your choice.. GOOD or BAD.. also force to accept lo.. else how??? Since cannot change anything then accept la... silly.... unless you jump out from it lo... not dare ar?? then forget about everything..accept the fact and live your life!

Maybe I am "ki siao" recently but just dun wanna hide my feeling...... i get explode easily...dunno y?? Definitely not PMS la coz it just over. Dun care la..who care... as long as i am happy.... or unhappy..... just express my feeling.......

I used to tell my hubby, "if one day u come home and dun c me dun ever look for me... if you still concern of me then go to my blog and see.. if i am still alive then i will update my blog... if u dun c me updating my blog dats mean i am no longer in this world....... " But he seems like dun even can remember my blog address..... hahaha :( (he said: so long how to memorize wor) not the matter of short or long just you want or not.. (got heart or no heart nia ma, as simple as dat)

He always tell me :" you should feel lucky, you no need pay even a cent to this family, your hubby not flirting around and work very hard everyday" yes lo, i admit all those... i work on my own.. pay myself and use my $. My hubby go to work from morning till nite... very busy and xtreme hardworking.... even no time to answer my call.. dun expect to talk nonsense to him coz he dun has dat kind of mood (even after work). he is always busy even at home.. so better shut your mouth up n dun talk nonsense!! You want to have a happy family with no quarrel ar? then... CANNOT COMPLAIN, CANNOT UNHAPPY, CANNOT EXPRESS UR FEELING.... ELSE ...........ITS U!!!! UR FAULT!!!! MAKE ALL THINGS WORST... AND BURST...

So since i kena snatched, i was very down till today but i gotto well manage and stand alone all by myself. He is BUSY!! u better b understanding ok? STUPID WOMEN>>>>
So after that incident every1 also asked me where is your husband.. then i answer them.. HE IS WORKING...VERY BUSY...
Work hard to support the family....how lucky i am to have such a good husband....

My choice, my way and my everything.... chosen by myself..... GOOD CHOICE!!!!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

YOU R STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'd been snatched Saturday(14.10.06) while i am sending my son to his Music Class at Taman Tun Dr Ismail. Thank God that both of us were not injured and my son was not fall. It was very dangerous because i was carying him while the snatch theft came and grab my beg. Hoson was nearly fall but luckily i quickly use my the other hand and save him... If he fall like that i m sure will be hurt seriously or maybe he will lost his life.... I felt really really very lucky and thank God.

Don't you believe our police now is very efficient and no more like past. Maybe it was my luck too. The policeman never "difficult" me and try to help me.. But of course the process is still that troublesome but at least they din't treat me unpolitely or scold me... The incident happened around 3.55pm and i manage to reach home about 9.00pm. Got to go to 2 different police station and see the Sarjan.
What i lost? My credit cards, my ic, driving license, my hubby's ATM card, my various membership cardsss... my handphone, house keys, car key and also my office key as well. So many hassle created.... make me so sad..

Even now my little Hoson is scared of motorcyclist. After that incident, whenever he see a motorcylist nearby us also he wanted to cry.. Even myself also non-stop thinking of the scene... This morning when i went to Jabatan Pendaftaran to reissue my IC, suddenly a guy walk pass me also made me scared....maybe this is what called "Yin Ying"...... STUPID I AM..BEING SNATCHED!!!!!!

Friday, October 13, 2006

I Am a MEMBER now....



YEAH! CALIFORNIA FITNESS CENTRE... I am a member now! And I am health concious wor....

What cause me so "chong tong" to join it?? Because they got special promotion lo... and all the attractive classessss...facilitiesss... See what they got :

Club Facilities
55,000 sq. ft.
2 Floors of Fitness
2 Group X Studios
Indoor Cycling Studio
Female only Gym Area
Exclusive Xpress Zone Workout
100's of Cardio Machines
Tons of Resistance Equipment
Complete Range of Free Weights Equipment
Stretch Area
Outdoor Jacuzzi
Outdoor Swimming Pool
Separate Male and Female Sauna and Steam Facilities
Complimentary Towel Service for both Shower and Workout
Complimentary Shower Gel, Shampoo, Conditioner, Lotions and use of Hair Dryers provided
Daily and Monthly Rental Lockers Available
Pro Shop offering Nutritional Supplements, Fitness Apparel and Accessories

CARDIO Classes
GROUP X ORIENTATION CARDIO (B) - Orientation features an introduction to the various classes; discussions on setting up equipment and technique; demonstrations, as well as opportunities to have a go. The Group X Orientation Cardio program covers classes such as Step Aerobics, HiLo Aerobics, Bodycombat® and Schwinn Cycling!

INTRO AEROBICS (B) - An introduction class to aerobics where you learn the basics of all the moves. Low impact and intensity.

INTERMEDIATE HILO (I) A bridging class from Intro Aerobics to a full-on Hi-Lo class. Low to high impact and moderate to high intensity.INTRO STEP (B) An introduction class to "Stepping" where all the basic moves in a Step class are taught. Progression from here will be Power Step or Intro Step Moves. Low impact and intensity.

POWER STEP (M) The step class to go to if you are looking for an intense cardio workout without too much choreography. The routine in Power Step is maintained for an entire month to allow participants to focus on the workout value. Low to high impact and high intensity.

STEP RHYTHM (M) Step moves style class, great choreoraphy and a great cardio workout!

FUN STEPS (M) A freestyle step moves class

STEP MOVES (I/A) Dance and move with the step! This class has lots of complex choreography that will challenge you mentally and physically! Low impact and moderate to high intensity.

BODYCOMBAT® (M) A great workout, kick-box style, mixing the various martial arts techniques set to motivating music. Experience it to believe it! High impact and high intensity.

JC BOXERCISE (M) Jackie Chan's very first signature class, JCBoxercise - available exclusively at California Fitness Jackie Chan Sport clubs. Fighting fit for total power, strength and cardiovascular fitness! Work out the stresses of everyday life, to fast paced, high energy music with real punches using state-of-the-art boxing equipment! High impact, high intensity.

CARDIO DANCE (M) Freestyle choreography class - Hilo based mixed with dance moves

AQUA AEROBICS (M) Aerobics in the water! Low Impact and Low Intensity ideal for those just starting out or recovering from injury. Join us in the outdoor pool!

BEGINNERS CYCLING (M) An orientation class to help newcomers learn how to set up the bike for a safe and comfortable ride. Highly recommended before you start any Cycling classes. Non-impact and moderate intensity.

CYCLING (M) The class to burn the most calories! Get results fast with Cycling! Non-impact and high intensity.

DANCE HI-LO (M)

INTRO AEROBIC (M)
JC BOXERCISE 2 (M)

DANCE Classes
MTV DANCE (M) Always wanted to dance like the dancers in a MTV music video? Look no further - this is where you start! Low impact and moderate intensity.

HIP HOP (M) Street Style dance class. Easy to follow fun dance moves.

CAPOEIRA FITNESS (M) Coming soon to Malaysia! Capoeira Fitness, Exclusive to California Fitness, is the newest fitness craze sweeping the globe. It is a high-energy, non-contact cardiovascular workout that utilizes movements from traditional Capoeira. Class consists of a mix of Brazilian dance movements and kick boxing all set to funky Brazilian music.

LATINO JAM (M) Sizzling hot Latin moves and music that mixes traditional Latin dance moves with funky, Hi-Lo impact choreography.

LINE DANCING (M) Want to dance socially without a partner? try Line Dancing! Dancing styles covered in this class include Country Western, Swing, Salsa, Tango, Cha Cha, Waltz & more.

LATINO SALSA (M) Salsa dance with Latino Passion

LATINO SALSA (M) Latino Dance

DANCE & SCULPT (M) Dance and muscle tonning

JAZZ GROOVE JAZZ GROOVE (M)

INTRO SALSA (B)

INTRO HIP HOP (B)

BELLY DANCING (M)

FLAMENCO-XISE

BODY TONING & MUSCLE CONDITIONING Classes
GROUP X ORIENTATION STRENGTH (B) Orientation features an introduction to the various classes; discussions on setting up equipment and technique; demonstrations, as well as opportunities to have a go. The Group X Orientation Strength program covers classes such as Bodypump®, Supa Sculpt, ABT and Fitball!

BODYPUMP®(M) The fastest way to tone and condition your body and get in shape! This is a barbell class set to awesome music while you are motivated by your instructor to push you to your limit! Non-impact and moderate to high intensity.

ABT (M) A firming class for the Abdominals, Butts and Thighs.

PILATES (M) A mat work class taught according to the principles of Pilates. The gentle but effective exercises strengthen your core abdominal and back muscles and are great for those looking for more stability and support in their body. Non-impact and low intensity.

MIND & BODY Classes
GROUP X ORIENTATION MIND/BODY (B) Orientation features an introduction to the various classes; discussions on setting up equipment and technique; demonstrations, as well as opportunities to have a go. The Group X Orientation Mind/Body program covers classes such as Yoga, Pilates and Bodybalance®!

BODYBALANCE® (M) Our latest class combining the principles and moves from Yoga, Pilates and Tai-Chi to give you a well-rounded mind and body experience! Low-impact and moderate intensity

BEGINNER'S YOGA (B) A slow paced class where you will learn the ropes of Yoga poses and breathing techniques. Progress to a Multi-Level class when you are ready. Non-impact and low intensity.

HATHA YOGA (M) Experience new energy and calmness in both your mind and body through the practice of yoga poses with breathing. A great way to recharge and relax. Non-impact and low to moderate intensity.

POWER YOGA (I) A Yoga class for the more advanced Yoga participant.

DYNAMIC YOGA (M) Experience new energy and calmness in both your mind and body through the practice of yoga poses with breathing. A great way to recharge and relax. Non-impact and low to moderate intensity.

YOGA INTERGRATED (M) This class is specially designed by Anand and combines different yoga styles. Experience new energy and calmness in both your mind and body through the practice of yoga poses with breathing. A great way to recharge and relax. Non-impact and low to moderate intensity.

STRETCH (M) A floor based class aiming to increase your flexibility through deep muscle stretches. You will feel relaxed afterwards, mind and body! Non-impact and low intensity.

YOGA INTEGRATED (M)

VINYASA YOGA (M)

TANTRA YOGA (M)

ASHTANGA YOGA (M)

MAHA (M)

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And interesting ler.... all the classess are included in the membership so average per month i joint is only RM96.57

Thats y i join quickly lo.. But ... its prepaid and i paid total RM2507.40 add up another RM100.00 to pay for my EON Bank Card for the Flexi-payment. (my lk scatching his head for my spendive) :)

But this is the only way i force myself to commit lo. If i paid cash then quickly i will forgot about the "pain" but now i pay every month to the bank at least it keeps on reminding me...... :P

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

WOMEN and THEIR SHOESsssss

Any women do not have more than 3 pair of shoes??? The answer definitely NO!
As simple as a home wear slipper, maybe sport shoes, and a high heel....
I use to have more than 15 pairs of shoes but recently i throw it off and left few pair only. ( the few pairs left because some too expensive, some too new, and some seldom wear and still looks new) Why i throw away all ler??? HAHAHA... It becoz me feel like want to .. BUY SHOESsss
But everytime when i see a nice shoes i will think of my dozens of shoes at home and then hor.. always made me stop from paying.... dats y i throw all and i got "NOT ENOUGH" shoes to wear then i can buy shoes again lo... HAHAHAHAHAAAA.........

Monday, October 09, 2006

No MOOD dAy

Today damn no mood. dunno y la.. mayb tai e ma suppose to come and not coming.. dun feel like post but got an idea when i saw my fren's blog.

Yesterday its damn tiring cos my aunt came all the way from kch so i must look for her and bring her and family to shop for whole day..... and i feel very thankful for my laukung's patient and understanding. He is so lovely and i am very appreaciating for what he behaved.. hahaha.... (sometimes when u feel no mood maybe can try to recall all the sweet memories or any good things that happened will make u feel better...it's work! ) He drives, he pays and he take care of the children... :)

Actually he also damn tired coz Sat day we went movie and went to bed nearly 4.00am. Then Sun we woke up 9 something...even myself oso 'ziak bei siao'. So after shopping we reached home 7++ then i went to bed directly and took my bath 9++ then direct continue with my sleep again....he still very caring....and call me "siaw lan choo" (little lazy pig) hihihi...pai sei pai sei....

He was so "nice behaved" maybe it was because Sat nite i help him to put some fragrance, pillow and a pink panter inside his new Supra (which i was not happy with it all the while) during he took his shower..then he found out later maybe he is very touch ler...hahaha

About our movie..."Miami Vice" quite good but i sat beside a gal (my laukung fren mia gf) very noisy till potong my "stim". So tuan-tuan dan puan-puan next time watching movie inside cinema pls stop comment along... its damn interupting wor...... remember ar.....




Saturday, October 07, 2006

HEARTLESS BASTARD !!!!!


ANYONE WHO READ NEWSPAPER FOR YESTERDAY AND TODAY MUST KNOW ABOUT THIS TWO BASTARD!!!! THEY CAUSED A DEAD OF 3 YEAR OLD TODDLER. IF YOU WISH TO KNOW MORE DETAIL ABOUT THIS PLS GO TO http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp YOU CAN CHOOSE THE DATE OF 06.10.2006 AND 07.10.2006 .
ONCE I READ THE NEWS I AM VERY SAD AND MY HEART IS REALLY REALLY VERY PAIN. THE BASTARD MOM AND THE BOYFRIEND.. THEIR CRUEL, THEIR HEARTLESS SHOULD NEVER APPEAR IN A HUMAN BEING. EVEN TIGER ALSO WON'T EAT IT'S OWN KID. A VERY CUTE SMALL BOY BEING MURDERED BY THEM.. DIE IS NOT THE BEST PUNISHMENT TO THEM... IT IS NOT ENOUGH!!!
THE NEWS MADE ME CRY EVERYTIME I READ OF IT AND THINK OF IT.........

Friday, October 06, 2006

Elephant.......Lantern Festival

After my trip to Phuket i seems like in love with elephant. They are so cute and so smart. Remember we went to the fantasia show, it really amazed all of us. All the hyper cute elephants can take very good dicipline even know how to "pai pose" to let us take picture.

Then we bought some food for it (elephant food are sugar canes, banana..) My friend still 'sayang' it and take off the banana skin for the elephant mana tau it used it trunks reach the pail and took the banana itself and eat with the whole bundle. :)


Anyway, today is Lantern Festival.. Happy Zhung Qiu Jie to all the chinese who celebrate this festival. But seems like chinese in big city do not care more about our traditional festive day. But i will educate my children and my laukung too to celebrate all the chinese festival. (my laukung family dun use to celebrate all these but since i am in the family they start to do it. so now my MIL also wil bought lantern after i bought it once since few years ago .. hehehee)

p/s : today post a totally unrelated post... who care... :P

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Ven Tom Yam



My first time cooking tom yam. Can see at the picture, all bought from carrefour. A very convenient prepack tom yam ingredients (come with tomatoes, cili, serai, limau, daun limau and etc) " i dun even know what there call... :) and a pack of maggie tomyam sup cube, small corns, mushrooms...




.... yeah... and sardin fish. ( i also dunno what fish to buy and consult my maid thru phone ).
Actually is 4 fishes but 2 are still been wash by my maid..







Dang dang dang dang.... my tom yam soup is ready... hmm... how it taste ler...
first time ok la... (hihihi)
a bit salty... not enough hot.. (i din put all the cili in coz afraid too hot i cannot stand)
am sure will get improve next time... i already think of want to cook seafood tom yam meehoon. see when i got the mood again lo..

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

MY CAT IS DEAD


MY CAT IS DEAD TODAY. HE IS BEEN BITTEN BY 2 DOGS AND MAYBE GOT INTERNAL INJURED. I GOT THIS PHOTO FROM GOOGLE BUT ITS EXACTLY LOOK ALIKE HIM AT THE TIME HE DIE. HE'D BEEN FELL INTO A DRAIN AND THE WHOLE BODY WET AND DIRTY. BUT AT THE TIME HE DIE, THE BODY IS CLEAN BUT JUST NOT COMPLETELY DRY CAUSE HE'D BEEN CLEAN OFF BY MY fil (WHICH I THINK NOT SUPPOSE TO DO, I WILL THINK THAT BATHING HIM ALSO MAKE HIM DIE FASTER, BUT I DUNNO THE EXACT CONDITION COS IT HAPPENS AT 3 SOMETHING MIDNITE) BUT HE DID IT... I WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING COS fil IS THE ONE WHO FEED HIM AND TAKE CARE OF HIM MOST. MY fil DID NOT SLEEP AND WITH HIM TILL HE IS DEAD. ALL OF US ARE VERY SAD...........

Monday, October 02, 2006

失蹤小童


小嘉你在哪裡?姓  名:余湯嘉年  齡: 6 歲失蹤日期: 23-9-2006時  間: 4.30pm地  點:錫米山 HUGO CENTRAL MART聯  絡:中國報 03-228 9 6112     加影警局03- 8736 2222《相關報導》

Anyone of you if happen to see this kid pls help to inform the police.
A very pity divorcee mum had his son dissapear only 3 mins she turn around helping the friend to put her baby trolly car inside the car.
I think our society is in serious illness now. Anything will happen. I trust that for whom who really ever give birth to a baby and have own kid you can really feel the pain of the mother for losing her kid.
So, for all the parents, pls take good care of your children. The people now is crazy! They will do anything.. Look after them closely and don't ever leave them out of your sight when you bring them out.. !!! Otherwise you'll regret for the whole life.