成长了亦或是接受了? 幸福? 低头?......

感慨岁月飞逝....... 有时实在怀疑自己是不是成长了, 成熟了抑或是在向现实低头了......



以往, 每当人们在说婚姻是爱情的坟墓的当儿, 自己总会在心里对自个儿说...... 那得看如何经营吧..... 但往往都忽略了一个巴掌是拍不响的. 一男一女结合嘛, 那是双方配合的关系呀!



所以, 时常都安慰自己, 比上不足比下有余...... 当你无法改变现实那就只好接受. 也许这样会好过些.

但往往被气得七孔生烟时都会把这些"道理"抛到九霄云外. 总在心里不断的告诉自己很讨厌很讨厌他! 但, 在讨厌的当时又从来没有后悔当初嫁给他的决定. 并不是非常爱他, 也许只是不容许自己对自己的决定有任何悔意. 自从懂事以来都知道要对所做的决定负上责任.

这样会幸福吗? 或许我的"歪理" 许多女性同胞都不会赞成但我还是认为女人嘛, 总得要嫁一次吧. 孩子总也要生吧. 所以我就嫁啦. 孩子也生啦. 人生就是这样对吗? 承认自己胸无大志, 平平凡凡的生活就是我所愿...... 不愿又如何..... 难到能够永远的寂寞下去吗? 我肯定不能...... 低头吧....

Sunday 27/5/07

Morning

I am so proud of my little Howie who only 13 mths old. I brought him to his first Sunday class yesterday. He was surprisingly brave and well behave throughout the whole class... :)
Of course the little koko Hoson also behave well and able to cope with the class (although he is a little slow...)

Afternoon

Sleepppppppppppppppzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ........... what else? hihi..

Evening

I went movie with my lk. Pirates of the Carribean........ but we only could enjoy the movie for 50minitues where Jack Sparow first appears.....
We received a call from MIL and said that our house on FIRE!!!! Wow...my sons were at home ler.. of course we rush back lo.

Luckily no big lost and no injuries....... Thanks God! But we are really frustrated with our neighbour who renovated his house nicely but bring problem to others and keep on refuse to bear the responsible. But when the TNB guys there, and telling the reason and the illegal disconnection, haha.. the asshxxx only quicly change his way of telling the bullshit story.... of course he pay for the repair but who pay for my damaged wall and ceiling???

Not forgot my stupid PIL. I never seen such a "KIND" people like them... Hai.zzzz................. SO SSSSIeNNN ......................... Can i dun wanna stay there ar? Can i choose where i want to Stay!!!!!!??????????

I changed AGAIN!

Me in new company again!! AGAIN???? Ya lor.... but i hope no more AGAIN la.. hopefully this job can make me stay lo..

Me still alive!!

I am still alive... hahaha.. just nothing to blog recently. dunno why?? life seems boring and repeating..( i knew it is kind of hapiness can repeating living)

Maybe now working back into old fashion style company without internet access...... :( so sien.. think of change... hihihi.. (again??) my hubby scolding me for having this in mind.... hahaha..

hai....so sien bo... everything like back to ex-company which i worked for 3 yrs ++... the only different is now got higher position and got assistant and got people respecting lo... i will change again maybe... haha .......... wait for my good news wor.... kekekekekeke

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 !

Santa and Hoson taken on Christmas.






















Howie can sit down alone without support.....




















The 3 important man in my life....

Photo taken by mummy with christmas tree at 1U...

and......... this is my latest and new hair style which commented by my hubby "NOT NICE".... :(